Lily Hates Me: A Love Story — Chapter 59

I moaned as Tony lifted my shirt and covered my stomach with small kisses. How do I always end up like this? It all started with just me innocently comforting him then BAM! We ended up in bed together. Again.

"Wait...don't!" I protested as Tony tried to take my shorts off.

"Huh? You don't want to?" he asked and looked at me quizzically.

"I just...I don't want to have sex with you every time we are together. I am not easy like those other girls you sleep with!" I complained.

"Oh..." he said and helped me sit. "I don't think you are easy."

"You don't?" I asked.

"No. And neither are the girls I slept with before. I just have a way with the ladies," he smirked.

I rolled my eyes. Smug bastard.

"What do you wanna do then? Talk about our feelings?" Tony asked.

"That's a great idea!" I exclaimed.

"I'd rather jump out of my window," Tony remarked.

I stared at him intently. He was joking around but I didn't miss the gloominess in his eyes. He was still upset at his dad and wanted to use sex as a distraction. I almost felt bad for denying him.

I moved closer to him and brushed a few strands of hair away from his eyes. He needs a haircut.

"Are you still mad at...you know who?" I asked.

"You can say it. My dad. Yes, I am mad at him. I am tired of being treated like garbage," Tony said. He sounded frustrated. Maybe I shouldn't have brought it up.

"Maybe he is not doing that on purpose? He seems like a busy man," I offered.

"He is a fucking joke. He had always been like that and mom did nothing to fix it. Instead, she just lived her life, having the time of her life while I stayed home with Nannies. They were more of a mother to me than she ever was," Tony said bitterly.

"Where is she now?" I asked.

"Who knows. Probably out somewhere fucking some young guy while my dad pretends like he has no clue. He is probably happy she is doing it so she would off his case about having affairs," he said. "I don't know why the hell I am telling you all this. You wouldn't understand. You have the perfect family. Parents who love each other."

He wasn't entirely wrong. I did have loving parents who were still crazily in love with each other but that doesn't mean I didn't feel the pain in his voice. Is that why he treats girls like objects instead of being in a relationship with them?

Tony looked like he was getting angry again. I reached out and kissed him. He was taken aback at first but then he kissed me back. His warm hands caressed my body, making me feel like I'm about to melt. I felt him get hard again as I pressed against him. I broke the kiss and jolted back.

"Jeez! What's the matter with you pervert! Can't you for once kiss me without getting an erection?" I whined. Am I just a sexual object to him?

"Sorry," he looked down and smiled shyly. "I can't help it. I want you all the time. I don't know what I was thinking letting you go after our first time."

I don't know what it was, but the way he said it made my heart flutter. Stop it, Summer, just stop it. You are on a mission to break this boy's heart. Not fall for him all over again, I scolded myself in my mind.

We ended up not doing anything but talking the whole time. I looked at my phone and gasped. It was already so late!

"Mind giving me a ride home since you kidnapped me?" I said and smiled.

"Leaving already?" Tony said. He looked sad.

"Why? Are you going to miss me?" I smirked.

He didn't say anything and pressed his forehead on mine. "Thank you for being here with me," he whispered. "And I'm sorry for how I treated you after we slept together. It has nothing to do with you. I'm just an asshole," he gave me a sad smile.

There goes my heart beating fast again. He was apologizing?

"It's in the past now," I said.

He drove me home and kissed me before I went inside. I put my hand on my chest. My heart felt heavy. I was stupid for thinking I could take revenge on him and break his heart but I was the one who cared about him. I didn't know if I could hurt him. Damn you Tony for showing me your vulnerable side!

I went to bed feeling confused.

In the morning I was still thinking about him.

"Sweetie are you alright? You look like you are in a daze," my mom asked, looking very concerned.

"I am okay," I smiled reassuringly.

"Are you on drugs? How much are dope nowadays?" dad asked and looked at me curiously.

"JACOB!" mom glared at him.

"I meant...drugs are bad, kid. Your mom and I never done such a thing," dad said and coughed.

Mom rolled her eyes and sipped on her coffee. "What happened to that handsome boyfriend of yours? What's his name? Tony?" mom asked casually.

"Eh...he is not my boyfriend. We don't even like each other!" I protested.

"Really? The way he looked at you, I thought...." she didn't finish her sentence and just smiled.

"Looked at me like what?" I asked.

"He looked at you the same way your father looked at me when he had a crush on me," she said.

I blushed. There was no way that's true. Right?

"You are wrong. He is an idiot and not fit to be a boyfriend at all. Anyway, I am leaving," I said and rushed out of the house so they don't see me blushing.

I saw him in class but we didn't talk to each other. He smiled at me and I smiled back. I tried to stay calm as my heart started to race every time I looked at him. I wasn't supposed to feel this way. I am so disappointed in myself!

I sat in the cafeteria and waited for my friends to show up. A tall girl with brown hair walked towards me. She looked upset.

"You, are you Summer?" she asked.

"Yes, that's me. Do I know you?" I squinted my eyes and tried to recognize her.

"Tony said he doesn't want to hang out with me anymore!" she squealed.

Ah. She must be one of his conquests.

"So? What does that have to do with me?" I asked.

"We had an agreement. I was okay with him going out with other girls as long as he was still with me. But he told me he doesn't want side chicks anymore!" she said. Looking like she was about to burst into tears.

"I am happy for him. Side chicks will only bring him drama and possibly STDs. You should be happy too. Maybe you should fill out an application to become his main chick?" I suggested.

"That's not gonna work!" she squealed and slapped her palm on the table, almost knocking over my juice box. "He said he likes you more. More then ALL OF US!" she cried. Jeez...is she trying to scream it to the whole school?

Awww...does he wants me to become his main chick? My plan was working. The bad boy was falling into my trap.

I cleared my throat. "Well. That's his decision. I had nothing to do with this. I am not his girlfriend or anything," I said.

"Well...whatever! I hope you two are happy!" she gave me one final glare and stormed away while I sat there thinking about what to do.