Lily Hates Me: A Love Story — Chapter 46

Tony backed me up against the wall and pressed his body against me so I couldn't move. His piercing blue eyes bored into mine and made my heart race. Why was he staring at me like he wanted to eat me?

"You aren't going anywhere tonight. I have you now. Even Anthony can't save you," he grinned maliciously.

"It's illegal to force yourself on a girl asshole," I tried to act tough but I gulped as I was scared since I had no way to run.

"Do you think I care?" Tony smirked and proceeded to slip his hand under my shirt.

Okay, I know what you are thinking. How did I possibly get stuck in this situation? Well, let's back up a little...

It all started when I, Summer Phillips, made the dumbest decision of my life and agreed to go to Tony's birthday party. The very one I said I wouldn't go to. So why did I change my mind? Because I am dumb, that's why.

Or...I am completely blinded by my crush on Anthony so all of my reasoning became foggy.

Anthony called me and invited me to the party. At first, I said no but then I changed my mind because, well, I wanted to be his date. I didn't want him to decide to go with someone else when I said no to him.

Things were going normal in the beginning. Anthony and I arrived at the party and told Tony happy birthday, to which he responded coolly. The house was full of people so I was able to avoid Tony half the time and stuck by Anthony's side. We were having a great time together. I felt like he even flirted with me! I was overjoyed by his attention. Tony was also behaving himself around me. However, I didn't see him hanging out with other girls, surprisingly enough. It was unusual to see him not whore around on his birthday.

Then something happened. I lost Anthony at the party. We were together for one minute and next, I was alone. I walked around and started to look for him, asking the other kids.

"Hey, have you seen Anthony Turner?" I asked a girl in a blue dress.

"Nope! Don't know who that is," she replied. Okay...

I looked everywhere but he was nowhere to be found. I tried to move on to the next area but someone grabbed my arm all of a sudden then proceeded to drag me away. It was Tony.

"Ugh! Where are you taking me?" I whined.

"I've been waiting to get you alone all night. Finally, my time has come!" he declared. He dragged me inside the nearest empty room then slammed the door shut.

"What the fuck? Why did you drag me in here?" I asked.

"So I can make you mine, tonight. It will be the perfect birthday gift!" he sneered. His eyes were dark. His breath smelled slightly of beer.

"Are you drunk? If that's the case then you better let me go before you do something you'll regret," I said and tried to push him away.

"Nope. No can do. Tonight's the night. I am going to ravish your beautiful body and be your first lover," he said with a dazed expression on his face.

Oh great...fuck my life. "Get your hands off of me or I'll scream!" I threatened him even though I used the same threat before and it never worked.

"I...don't...care," Tony said in a singsong voice and caressed my body. I flinched in disgust as his hands explored under my shirt.

"Stop that! I knew you were a pervert but I never believed you to be a rapist!" I screamed and tried to smack him but he pinned both of my hands against the wall with one hand. I was starting to lose all hope of escaping this madness. He was so much stronger than me.

"What, just because I helped you that one time, suddenly I am a nice guy? You are so stupid. But that's okay, I love stupid girls," he glared at me.

I hate him. I hate him. I hate him!

"Anthony please...you are not thinking clearly. This isn't really you. We are friends, remember?" I changed my tactic and pleaded as he leaned over and started to suck on my neck. I could feel my body turning hot from his touches. Maybe the alcohol was messing with his brain. He needs to snap out of it.

"Mmm...you smell so good..." he mumbled against my skin, completely ignoring what I was saying. He grind against me and I felt his erection between my legs. And that's when I lost it and started to bawl my eyes out.

Tears started to stream down my cheeks and I sobbed hysterically. I was trying to be brave and hold it together but in the end, I realized how defenseless I was against him. This is not how I wanted to lose my virginity.

He halted and stopped touching me for a moment. "Are you fucking crying?" he barked.

"Of course I am crying ding bag, you are about to rape me! Or are you gonna tell me I was asking for it?" I said between sobbing.

He didn't say anything for a moment and stared at me. "So you really don't want me?" he asked.

Is this guy for real? Or is he a delirious psycho?

"NO, I DON'T WANT YOU, YOU STUPID SHIT!" I yelled into his ears.

He let go of my arms. "Then get out of my house," he said and backed away.

Oh hell no! I am not letting him off this easily. He terrified me, touched me against my will, and disrespected me. He made me feel weak and vulnerable. He needs to pay.

I wiped my tears and grabbed his shirt then pulled him towards me.

"What the fu..." he started to say then yelped as I punched him in the face as hard as I could. I shook my hand as it was throbbing from the impact.

"Ugh...that hurt," Tony groaned and sat on the floor.

"Good. I should've kneed you between your legs," I cried.

"Why didn't you?" he asked.

True. Why didn't I do this sooner instead of going limp and lifeless against him earlier? I must've been in shock.

"Fuck you, you rapist piece of shit!" I cried. I was overwhelmed with rage.

"I didn't rape you, did I?" he said, still holding his eye with one hand.

"But you were going to. You are disgusting!" I sneered.

"What the hell is going on here?" I turned around and saw Anthony standing by the door.

"Where were you? He just tried to rape me!" I yelled and pointed at Tony.

"WHAT! Tony, is that true?" Anthony looked at him with a shocked expression on his face.

"Yeah...so fucking what?" Tony moved his hand. He had a big red mark near his eye.

"Dude...this isn't like you..." Anthony walked towards him.

"Fuck off Anthony with your holier than thou attitude. I don't care what any of you think of me. I am tired of everything. Just take your girlfriend and leave," he cried.

I took a good look at Tony for the first time. He didn't look like his usual smug self. He had a weird expression on his face like he was in pain.

"She is not my girlfriend but you shouldn't have forced yourself on her. That's not how you act around a girl you like," Anthony said quietly.

"I don't like her and I don't like you. Wait...scratch that. I fucking hate you!" Tony declared.

"Don't say that," Anthony sounded hurt.

"Let's just leave this asshole and go Anthony," I said and tried to grab his arm but he avoided me and walked closer to Tony.

"Tony, please...don't say you hate me. I love you!" he said.

Wait...

"Fuck off with your bromance shit. I am in no mood for this Turner," Tony snarled.

"No, you don't understand...I love you. I am in love with you!" Anthony said to Tony.

NOW WAIT JUST A DAMN MINUTE!