Lily Hates Me: A Love Story — Chapter 50

"So let me get this straight," Sarah said. "You like Tony now?"

"What? Noooo that's not what I am saying at all. I don't like him but I think I am physically attracted to him," I said.

"So you want his body, but not him. I didn't know you were such a playa," Sarah smirked.

I sighed. I knew telling Sarah wasn't a good idea. She'll definitely tease me about this forever.

"I don't get it, Summer. If you are so attracted to him then just go for it. He already wants you. I mean we talked about this before. Just listen to your instincts," Sarah said.

"No! I can't do that. Then he will win!" I squealed. "I can't let him have me after I resisted him so much," I said.

"But you kissed him," she said.

I blushed when I remembered the kiss. It was so hot and passionate it made me tingle. His tongue danced in my mouth and his hands...

Ugh! Stop it, Summer, just stop it.

"Jeez, I've never seen someone look so horny. It's creeping me out. Calm down with those dirty thoughts Summer, you are just a teenager," Sarah giggled as I threw a pillow at her.

Yes, I know that. Thank you captain obvious!

Ding!

I looked down on my phone to see who texted me. I bet it's Tony trying to tease me some more.

Hey Summer, what's up? It was Anthony.

I haven't heard from him since that day. You know the day he confessed his eternal love for Tony? I wonder how he was doing after getting rejected.

Hey Anthony. Not much, just hanging out with Sarah. What's up with you? I replied.

He replied to my text almost immediately. Can I come see you? There's something important I need to discuss. I hope you don't mind and not mad at me or something, he said.

Of course I wasn't mad at him. Even though it hurt my feelings when he went for Tony instead of me, I still support him. Who could stay mad at a cute little cinnamon roll like Anthony? I texted back to let him know he was welcome to come over. I wondered what it was all about.

He arrived at my house in less than 20 minutes.

"So, what's the deal?" I asked. Sarah looked at him curiously.

He hesitated. "Well...you know how I worked it out with Tony and said we could stay as best friends?" he said.

"Yes?" I asked.

"Well...I kinda lied. I still haven't given up on him entirely. I want him," Anthony declared.

Oh, snap.

"Oh snap!" Sarah mimicked my thought.

"Yeah, I know. I also know Tony wants you. But I wanted to talk to you because I know you aren't interested in him. So I was wondering if you'd be able to help me change his mind?" Anthony looked at me with his doe eyes.

Shit...I felt guilty as I was now attracted to Tony too. But maybe this is the way to stop my attraction for him. I could lure him away from me and toward Anthony. But how could I? As far as I knew, Tony was straight!

"I'd love to help you," I declared.

"Really?" Anthony's eyes lit up.

"Um...Summer...is that a good idea?" Sarah tried to interject but I glared at her to stop talking.

"I'll do what I can. But know that he might be straight all the way and break your heart again because it's not like you can just turn someone gay," I said.

"I know about the risk and I am willing to take it," Anthony nodded.

I didn't know how I am supposed to help him. But I did help him become friends with him again so maybe I am good at the matchmaking business too.

And what am I supposed to do with my ungodly attraction toward him while I try to hook him up with Anthony?

The next day at school, I saw him leaned against my locker. He was wearing a sleeveless t-shirt that showed off his arm muscles and ripped jeans. Normally, I would avoid guys that dress like that but I couldn't take my eyes off of him. He looked so hot.

Focus Summer, Anthony wants him too. You don't want Anthony as your rival, I gave myself another pep talk.

"Hello, lover, how about we get to smooching? I would like to taste those lips again," he said when I came to take my books out of my locker.

"I don't want those dirty lips near my mouth again. Once was more than enough so no thanks. I am still in the process of disinfecting them," I said.

Tony chuckled and moved closer. "Are you sure? Because I could swear I saw you blush afterward. You seemed turned on by it," he said.

"False. Anyway, stop wasting my time. I gotta go to class," I said and proceeded to leave but he grabbed my shoulder and pushed me against the locker.

"Well I am not satisfied with one kiss, I need more," he growled in my ears. He was being forceful again but this time it was turning me on. Damn you teenage hormones!

His hands wandered from my waist to my hips. If he tries to grab my butt I will...I will...I can't think straight.

He leaned down and licked my collarbone.

"Tony, what the hell? We are at school!" I cried. Where is the school's anti-PDA police? I need them to tear him away from me.

"Mmm...yes, at school where people are watching us. That excites me," he smirked.

Pervert, imbecile, neanderthal.

My thoughts were interrupted as he leaned down and bit my neck and nibbled on it. I moaned instead of roaring in anger. Why, why did I make that sound? I thought irritably. It encouraged him even more as he continued to bite and suck on that same spot. I felt weak.

He let go of me and stepped back to admire his handiwork. "Looks good. That should keep other guys away from you for a few days," he nodded and said.

I touched the spot which felt tender. "I hate you," I said.

"I am cool with that," he grinned. "There is only one way to stop all this. Have sex with me. This Saturday."

"NO FREAKING WAY YOU DEVIL CHILD!" I screamed. That got me some shocked looks from the passing students in the hallway.

"I will be waiting," he blew me a kiss and walked away, completely ignoring what I just said.