Lily Hates Me: A Love Story — Chapter 22

"Care for a drink?" Darren said and waved a bottle of whiskey in front of us.

"Oh my god, Darren! Where did you get that? Put it away," Lily exclaimed.

Sarah giggled. "He got it out of my dad's liquor cabinet. It's okay, he won't even notice it gone!"

"What about you Jacob? Should I pour you one?" he said to me."No thanks I am good," I said.

"Don't tell me a tough guy like yourself can't handle hard liquor?" he said.

I got up and scowled at him. "Are you challenging me, Smith?"

"Guys please...this isn't necessary," Lily started to say but I interrupted her.

"Oh no, I think Darren here wants to compete with me on drinking. You think you can hold your liquor better than me big shot?" I snarled at him, but he just laughed.

"Let's find out," he smirked and proceeded to pour some whiskey in two glasses. "Bottoms up," he winked and started to drink from his glass and I followed suit.After 2 or 3, I was feeling a little drowsy, which was weird since it usually took a lot more drinks for me to do that.

"I've had enough of this shitty drink, let's go upstairs Lily," I said and grabbed her wrist and started to pull her away. She didn't argue with me and let me take her upstairs.

"You are so pretty Lily, and this dress is so hot," I said, giving her a dazed look.

Lily smiled at me. "Thank you, you should lie down though, you are really drunk."

"Nope, I want to do this instead," I said and smashed my lips on her lips. I hungrily kissed her until she pushed me off to take a breather. I put my arm around her and pulled her closer then I started to trail my lips down her neck and covered it with small kisses.

"Um...Jacob?" she started to say something.

"Shh...don't say anything and just let me love you," I whispered. I started to kiss her again. Her mouth felt hot and I started to feel myself get an erection just by kissing her.

"Jacob, stop. You are not thinking clearly," she said and tried to push me away but I pinned her down on the bed.

"I've been wanting to see what's underneath all those cute clothes you wear and I say today is the day I find out." With that, I unzipped her dress and pulled it down to her waist, revealing her bra. She had beautiful smooth skin and I felt dizzy with lust.

"No stop! get off of me!" Lily said and struggled to get out of my grip but I was holding her firmly against the mattress.

"Stop fighting me Lily, this was gonna happen eventually. You are my girlfriend for fuck's sake." I said and continued to undress her.

"Yes...but not here, not like this!" she cried. "Please Jacob, just focus, it's me. I know you don't want to hurt me. I trusted you."

"Hurt you? This won't hurt at all. I'll make you feel so good..." I said and proceeded to kiss her all over her body, ignoring her cry. I unzipped my pants and slipped my hand in her underwear and proceeded to yank it down.

"I hate you," Lily said between sobs and I stopped what I was doing."What did you say?" I asked.

"I hate you, I thought you were different but you are everything people told me you are. But I never wanted to listen to anyone and now here you are, forcing yourself on me," she said.

"You don't mean that," I said, the fog in my brain was starting to lift off after listening to her harsh words. I finally took a good look at her face which was streaked with tears. What the fuck was I doing? I've never forced myself on a girl before and now, I was trying to hurt the one girl I cared about the most.

"I mean it. Do you want to fuck me? Go ahead. If that's the only thing you wanted from me then go ahead and do it, just get it over with," Lily said and started to sob incessantly.

"No..no Lily I don't want this, I don't know what the hell happened to me. I am so sorry," I said and pulled the dress over her breasts and got off of her."This isn't who I am, I am sorry, please. I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry!" I kept repeating, hoping it will start to fix this mess.

She zipped up her dress and stood up. Her eyes glowed with hatred towards me which hurt me more than all the beatings I got from my dad. I was losing her. I couldn't lose her.

"Lily please..." I started to say but she motioned me to stop."Don't," she whispered. "Don't say anything to me because I don't believe you. You may have stopped before you physically hurt me, but you broke my heart," she paused. "And my trust," she added.

"Don't say that I didn't know what I was doing. I never acted this away before. I bet that bastard Darren did something to my drink so he can sabotage our relationship," I said.

"STOP!" she cried. "Stop blaming it on my friend just because you couldn't keep it inside your pants. Darren would never do something like that. You did this, take some responsibility for Christ's sake!"

"You are right, I take it back okay? Just don't leave me." I said and tried to hold her hand but she snatched it away.

"Don't...don't touch me. I am leaving. I don't ever wanna talk to you again." With that, she started to go down the steps.

"Lily! Don't leave me! I need you, princess, I LOVE YOU!" I blurted out. I didn't care who heard it or if it was too soon, I had to tell her how I felt and maybe, just maybe she won't leave me. But Lily didn't look back and ran down the stairs, leaving me heartbroken.