A Fateful Chance — Chapter 19: CLUELESS WENCH

Deandra's POV

I can still feel his heartbeat as I lay on top of him, both of us, naked. I hugged him as I kissed his neck. I felt him gently groan as he kissed my hair but I noticed that he's still closing his eyes. Today, I am grabbing the opportunity to own him my own way. If this is the only way I could enjoy his company and call him my own, I would love to do this with him again and again from this day on.

If he's dreaming, I hope I gave him a great one. I gently put his hands away and I slowly got up. Even if I felt sore inside my core, I put on my clothes as I looked at him.

"Thank you for letting me feel that I am feeling loved even if I am not the one you're calling as we make love."

When I saw him move a little, I got nervous as I moved fast. I left his keys on his bedside table, locked his door from the inside and shut it behind me. I held my chest as I sighed.

A part of me wished that he would somehow remember that it was me, Deandra whom he took for the first time. I couldn't still believe that he was the one who took my virginity and not being aware about it.

I glanced at the clock and it was close to midnight when I reached home. When I did my half-bath, put on my pajamas and lay beside Dahlia, I couldn't help but feel scared and regret it at the same time. I wish that whatever runs in my mind will not happen.

"Dear Deandra?" Dahlia just woke up as she blinked her eyes and rubbed it using her hands.

"Shh...sleep now, dear."

"Did you just go home from work?" She asked in her most innocent look. I felt like crying all of a sudden because of what she asked of me.

"Y-Yes. Close your eyes and have the sweetest dreams, our baby sister." She followed me as she nodded. I tried to smile in front of her as she closed her eyes tightly.

"Relax your eyes. Don't shut it really tight."

She followed me right away. I can feel that she slept in an instant after I told her to close her eyes. This is one thing I liked from my youngest sister.

She follows what I am telling her.

I am trying to sleep but anxiety attacks keep on coming. I am not an overthinker but now, I feel like I am being one. I tried getting up as quietly as possible to drink some water. Good thing Dahlia didn't feel me moving beside her as I get up. I went straight to the kitchen to get a glass of water as I sat on the chair.

I closed my eyes as it is all coming back to me again. The sensations, the warmth of his kisses and the way he held me tight like he owned me from the start.

When he opened my thighs and licked my core, it felt pleasurable that everything I am holding on to, I was too willing to let go. He never stopped savoring my insides until I reached my orgasm. Yep, it felt delicious as all of me anticipated more from him.

Most of the time I am closing my eyes, that's why I never saw his reaction as he kissed and touched every inch of me. The only light that we had is from the rays of the moon shining so bright through his windows. His bed is really soft and as we made love, I feel like I am in a different dimension made purely out of never-ending pleasure.

I was drowned with reassuring and possessive words from him. That he loved me and he will propose to me soonest so that we'll get married and build our own family. I was too hooked on that particular moment that it left me speechless.

But...was it all meant for me? I doubt it. The weekend felt really quick. Last week was my happiest week but this, that I am not sure of. It's terrible and scary. Now, I don't know what to do anymore.

As soon as I reached my first class, everyone went wild when they discovered that our teacher was absent. It made me better somehow. I decided to sit on the mini-forest to clear my mind and breath some fresh air. I walked towards my favorite spot when I saw Kylie smiling as she waved her hands.

"Hey! I miss you so much Deandra!" She exclaimed as I sat in one of the concrete benches in front of the table facing her.

"I miss you too dear! How have you been doing?" As I asked her, I noticed she's wearing a floral dress that's loose on her waist. I knew the purpose of it.

"I am feeling good. Thanks for asking." She smiled as she looked into my eyes. She looked really fine and happy.

"What's the update for your baby?"

"Well, my baby's father is being irresponsible at first but when his parents discovered it, they promised to help me support their incoming grandson or granddaughter."

"Wow! That's really great news! I am happy for you dear Kylie." She hugged me tight and I could see her misty eyes.

"Thank you so much dear Deandra. I am really thankful to you because of the moral support you have given me that night."

"Please do not mind it, that's what friends are for, right?"

"Yeah. I am thankful that you're one of them. If not for your good advice and support, I would've aborted the baby already because of the stress I am getting."

"You shouldn't be. Please be healthy for your baby and love him or her. What did your ex-boyfriend tell you? Did he know that his parents will support his child?"

"She decided to break up with her current girlfriend because her father threatened him to cut all of his allowances and they will disown him as their only son if he will abandon his baby from me."

I laughed as we did the high-five.

"I guess that's one of the reasons why he left what he has right now."

"I just wish he will love our baby more than I do."

"I think he will love you more now because you gave him a baby."

"I really hope so. But I guess it is a long process. But, no matter how long, I promise to wait for him until we can have a family of our own.