Contract Marriage With My Ex — Chapter 59. Their love won!

It came as a shock to Kiara. She stiffened her body under his pressure while emotions built within her. She was speechless running dry with words and empty with courage. Her fingers around his shoulder s loosened and came across her chest. She suddenly felt like a fish drawn out of the water and thrown of muddy ground to suffer.

She was still in daze that her eyes several times blinked. Had she imagined him saying that! She asked herself while her lung blew and such long breaths. Raven though was not in any mood of pretending it was her imagination. The way he got back on his legs and faced the open windows of their room, his tongue spoke again, "I just proved your swears wrong, Kiara. You said you were pure, didn't you? If you were pure why would you yearn to my sexual advances like that" he raised his eye brow giving her thought looks.

Kiara who in the pink of her health suddenly grew pale. She immediately covered herself with the sheet that was spread on the bed and stood behind his back, holding her tears back. "I know you are hurt and you don't want to trust me easily but please, don't doubt my dignity" She stated feeling blue.

She can understand he was angry on her and his curses and indefinite blames were justified too. But it was not acceptable to be called a deceiver. Yep, she did deceive him in a way but not as bad as he assumed it. She never decided his trust of a husband. She was as pure as the cries of a new born baby.

"Oh cut the crap, Kiara Diaz! I am done with your lies and tears. Please don't show them to me. They don't affect me now" he snapped on her face after turning around to see her.

Kiara clutched the sheet around her breasts feeling pathetic of herself. She suffered enough, now she wanted some love. And that love can only come from his attention. "Please just forgive me Raven. I swear I got my lessons. I won't do anything like this in the future but please don't treat me like that more. Please hug me" She begged him, her arms snaking around his left elbow again.

He was turning pale himself. Raven wanted her to suffer as much he did but her grievous tone was breaking the chains of his coldness. He was feeling like a lost bird who wanted to go back to home to his people but can't do anything as his mind was blank.

There was silence for about a minute, the two of the maintained that position for as long as they can remember until Raven's mind struck with cruelty. He pushed Kiara away from him and screamed a blue murder, "How low will you stoop woman! Can't you see or you are you purposely pushing me to insult you more. Just go away, I don't want you. I don't want a deceiving bitch like you." He blurted out under the control of his anger.

Raven's facial expressions drastically changed realizing what he just uttered. He regretted saying that out as Kiara loosened her grip around his elbow. She turned to watch a sleepy Billy moving restlessly in his cradle. He was affected by his father's roar but managed to go back to sleep once again.

Regardless, Kiara was totally browned off now. Browned off of his accusations, browned off of the disgust rushing through her body. She was so wrong coming back to him, he proved that today.

"Kiara..." Seeing her take back steps with a blank face, he whispered her name, guilt lacing his voice.

However Kiara was in another zone. She felt gruesome of his words. No doubts, she was wrong on her part. But she was guilty. What else do someone need other than a person to realize his mistakes and die in guilt! Raven Carter, here was an exception. He wanted more than her guilt.

"You are right... I am a pathetic woman..." Kiara said recalling his words.

"Look I am... I am sorry... I crossed my limits" He raised his hand to touch her wrist, but she walked back.

"No, please don't feel sorry. That's me who needs to be sorry for hurting you, for making your son suffer, for destroying your life and for everything." She screamed at the end with high pitch cry.

Raven was shaken, he stared her trembling body and died mentally feeling sick of himself. He again struggled to take a hold of her wrist, yet she pushed his hands away with a jerk. "Abuse me Raven, that's what I deserve. If yearning for your touch after a guilty conscience makes me a bitch then I am a bitch. If attempting to save our broken bond makes me a bitch then I am a bitch. If bringing Billy back to our lives makes me a bitch then I am a fucking bitch. If loving you unconditionally makes me bitch then I am a bitch, Raven. I am a bitch" She cried taking deep breaths.

Her body fell on the floor while she seemed as white as a sheet. " I hate myself for loving you so much. Wish I had never come back to you." Kiara spoke slowly, Raven who was struggling to handle her outburst fumed in vex as soon as he caught her last sentence.

He sat across her while his fingers grilled her shoulders and pulled her close. "What did you just say?" he pulled her closer such that she was sitting on his lap, their lips brushing badly and naked chest colliding with each other. "Dare saying that again and you will be dead. I am not letting you go away from me now. Not when you once again brought Billy back in the pink." He grumbled slowly, his hands slowly wrapping around her waist.

Tears from Kiara's cheek drip on her lips. They slid down the bump of his lips under his chin as his irises intently watched her. He can't hold himself back, "I am sorry. Please help me fetch over this hollow feeling. I want to live a happily ever after with you." Raven burst into tears taking Kiara by surprise.

She blinked her wet lashes watching him closely. Her lips pressed together in a thin line since believing his break down was next to impossible. Kiara quickly pulled him in a hug, her sobs mingled with his as the two damaged birds struggled to get some solace in each other's arms. "Shh! It's okay... It's okay. I am here only, Raven. I will not go anywhere away from you. You are my only family. I won't leave you till death do us apart" her that statement, and they were fidgeting to kiss each other passionately.

Raven pulled away the sheet from her body roaming his hands all the way more along her naked body. He shamelessly pinched and pressed her hand waist like there was no tomorrow. Finally, their love won.

Tbc...