Falling For You — Chapter 30

I woke up the next morning, ready to get my girl back. I know Lydia is hurt and i know that she is angry at me.

Its just too fucking hard.

I don’t want to get into a relationship right now....not after what happened. I know i need to get my shit straight but I can’t help it.

Relationships scare me. I guess i am scared loosing Lydia and getting hurt. But, that is no reason for making my princess cry.

I sighed as i ran a hand through my hair in frustration.

I am fucked up.

I don’t even deserve Lydia. She is just too fucking good for me. She is an angel. A complete angel.

Ever since our childhood days, she has been nothing but good to everyone. I remember one day when we were at park and she had seen a poor child who was of our age at the time. She had cried so much because he had no money for buying the ice cream we kids were having.

I remember her mum going and buying the kid an ice cream cone after that.

I smiled at the memory.

After a minute or two, i decided to go take a shower. After a quick but relaxing shower, i wore my white t-shirt that Lydia likes too much along with black jeans.

I wore my shoes, my Rolex, set my hair and then i was good to go. I placed my phone and my wallet in my pocket and then headed downstairs.

Surprisingly, i was the first one to arrive for breakfast. I sat on one of the chairs and took out my phone, checking my social media.

“Good morning, sir. Would you like to have breakfast right now or would you like to wait for others to arrive?” One of the maid’s asked.

“Good morning. I will have my breakfast right now. Can you people prepare me a cheese omlette?” I asked politely.

“Right away, sir.” She said and scurried off towards the kitchen. I then put my attention back to the social media page.

After some time, i heard clicking of heels and looked up to see Julia enter the room with Nate.

“Good morning, asshole.” Nate greeted me.

SOB.

“Good morning, jerk. Morning Jules.” I greeted them. “Morning, Blakey.” She greeted back. Both of them came and sat infront of me.

“So, i heard about your little fight with Lydia.” Julia said.

Ofcourse the girls would know.

“Yeah...” I awkwardly said. “So, are you planning on apologising to her?” Julia asked.

“What fight bro?” Nate asked, oblivious about the situation.

“He and Lydia fought on some stupid topic. Blake will tell you everything later.” Julia said, dismissing him. I almost laughed out loud when Nate frowned and huffed out a breath while crossing his hands on his chest but listening to his girl nonetheless.

“I am planning on apologising to her. I will anything to get her to forgive me. I realise my mistake and i am sorry for that.” I honestly said.

“What you did was a little wrong Blake. Lydia has a soft heart, you know that. She likes you way too much and i don’t want either of you to get hurt.” She said.

“I know. I just don’t know how to make it up to her now. Any ideas?” I asked her.

She shrugged. “There are many things you can do. But, not to scare you or anything, it is not going to be easy at all. She is crazy mad at you. Actually, not mad but hurt.” She said and my heart ached.

“I fuck up all the time.” I said getting mad at myself. “It’s okay Blake. We all make mistakes. You made one too. And anyways, I am sure Lydia will forgive you.” She said, trying to comfort me.

The maid came and placed my omelette Infront of me. “Thank you.” I said. She nodded and went away to get Julia and Nate their breakfast.

“I will propose to her if that makes her happy.” I announced. Julia smiled widely at me.

I need to remember that not every girl is the same. My Lydia is different. And I am just being stupid right now. I should’ve proposed to her long back. I have wasted a lot of time right now.

I will plan something great for my girl in Sydney. I will do something that she will remember forever.

“Don’t fret about it so much bro. I will help you plan something good for her.” Nate said and I gave him a small smile. “Thanks bro. Appreciate it.” I said.

We then fell into silence, all of us engrossed in our own thoughts. I was brought out of my thoughts when I heard the clicking sound of heels again.

My heart beat fastened at the thought of facing Lydia after my big fuck up. She had completely ignored me last night.

I looked towards the door and lost my breath when she entered.

She looked so beautiful right now. She was wearing a black crop top with denim shorts that reached her mid thigh. She had paired it with heeled boots.

She looked at me, held her gaze with mine for a moment and them looked away. Alessa and River were with her.

I bit my lip as she ignored me, not even greeting me and went and sat next to Julia. “Morning.” Alessa and River greeted us. I greeted them back.

She looked so beautiful right now. Her luscious pink lips were now painted red. The smoky eye look thing made her blue eyes more vibrant.

No girl can ever reach her standards.

After I was done with my omelette, I stood up and went to arrange cars for us. I decided to go with our SUV and Corolla as we would be needing our drivers to drop us off.

I sighed as my mind drifted to Lydia again.

Lydia loves roses. Maybe I could arrange a big bouquet of roses for her.

What if she doesn’t like them?

Fuck. I am fucked up. I don’t even know what I should do. Maybe I should first ask her to forgive me and then I could take her out on a date and propose to her.

Yes.

That would be good.

I may not have planned everything but the only thing I know is that I will get my girl back because she is mine.