Love That Destroys — Chapter 73 realisation

Author's pov

1 month has passed since that tragic incident. Turvi is only crying silently, nothing else.

She isn't eating from time to time and that's bothering the maids.

Sanya has left from here as her husband needed her back. Trisha is here and so are the doctors.

They can't see Turvi like this in pain all alone. Turvi has tried to commit suicide as well but Aaryav saved her but didn't punished her as punishment can make her situation worse than it is already.

He has left for some business 15 days after that incident. This incident hasn't bothered him much. But Turvi's suicide attempt has really pissed him off so he left for long time. He is normal other than that but Turvi cares less about him at the moment.

"Mistress please eat something. Master will be angry if he found that you hadn't eaten anything since morning. It's 1 pm right now." Trisha said trying to feed her something

"I am not hungry. I don't need to eat anything anymore. I don't have anyone growing inside me whom I have to feed. Don't disturb me." Turvi said turning on her side

Her eyes have dark circles and bags under it. Her brown orbs are dull and lifeless.

Her long silky hair has turned into frizzy and a tangled mess.

She hasn't combed them for 10 days straight away neither let anyone else do it.

Her whole appearance is screaming about her misery.

" You don't have anyone to feed but yourself Turvi. You need to be fine for your own self." The doctor said coming inside

Turvi turned around and saw the doctor had a book in her hand.

She has heard her name after like ages. She almost forgot about her real name as she has become Aaryav's butterfly and other mistress.

No one has called her by her name for a long time.

"What did you call me?" Turvi asked surprised that someone broke their so called protocol

"Turvi, that's what your name is right? " the doctor asked and she nodded

"Life is a long journey dear but we only get one chance to live it and enjoy it to its fullest. Don't waste it mourning on something that you can't get back. Last time you became numb and now you became too expressive of your emotions. Try to become what you were Turvi, try to live again, see the things around you very carefully and observe them. You will get a reason to live. I have this book. It helped me a lot. Read it carefully and understand everything it will surely help you "the doctor said and gave her the book

Turvi took it and looked at it. It's a spiritual book.

Turvi thought something and nodded her head.

" Bring food for me. "Turvi said and Trisha nodded

" While reading the book keep calm my child you need it a lot in your life "the doctor said and left a confused Turvi

Turvi didn't understand why she said it. Nevertheless she got up from the bed and walked inside the washroom.

Taking a warm and long shower She changed her clothes and untangled her messy hairs.

Satisfied with her work she applied sindur (vermilion) in her hair partition and corrected her mangalsutra (nuptial chain)

Her face still has a gloomy look but still she is looking better than before.

She sat on the bed and thought about her life.

What it was and what it turned out.

She doesn't think anymore what her life would be if Aaryav was not there.  Because it's futile to think about it and.

Aaryav was in her past and that only has changed everything and she knows it.

Now she has a long path to go in life. She is only 23.

She has to live with Aaryav and be happy with whatever she is getting from him.

A bit of love and affection along with care from Aaryav is like heaven for her after the hell he has shown her.

Trisha came with a light breakfast as she needed to have her lunch a bit later.

Aaryav has made sure to watch her every movement.

He has cameras everywhere so he knows what's going on behind his back.

"Mistress, would you like to go downstairs and have your lunch? You haven't come out of this room for a long time." Trisha offered and Turvi nodded

A few tears leaked from her eyes when she saw Papaya salad. She wasn't allowed to have it in her pregnancy.

She placed her hand on her flat stomach and resisted the urge to cry again about it…

Trisha understood that and started talking with her about her likes and dislikes though she is aware of those things already but still she asked.

They both talked and Turvi finished her food.

She wanted to go out so without wasting any moment she left her room. And step outside of the mansion along with the book in her hand.

She sat on the chair and started to read the book.

She frowned at first looking at the things written there but when she read fully what was written there her tears did not stop.

But she wiped them as she knew it was all true and crying over it isn't going to help her so according to the book she decided to carry on with her life.

She decided to live it without any sadness. She has suffered enough now it's time to go back to her happy life.

She has lost a lots of time of her life by crying over things that were never about to change but not anymore.

She will accept what ever happened and what ever will happen in future.

She went back inside and returned the book to the doctor.

She spent her day out of her room only and asked Trisha to inform Aaryav that she want him to come back soon.

Without Aaryav's presence nothing will happen that she decided.